exam is here!

wow. i love it. copied from claudia's blog. Or you can go here, the official website.

born as a chinese here, migration seems like a solution.

the common saying/ logic/ sense is "I rather be treated like a 2nd class citizen in a foreign country, but not a 3rd class in my home country."

my version of racial unity is not a homogeneuos society. definitely not when eveyone speaks in the same language, dress the same, believe in the same god and have similar names.

i believe, racial unity is overcoming differences and establish mutual respect. the key word here is overcoming, not eliminating.

certain country tries to assimilate all their citizen into one common language speaking society. Guess what, they still fail when one particular ethnic was attacked during the most horrifying riot to me (because of the proximity) that happened in 1998.

a simple logic, imagine one day, when physical globalisation take place, are we all willing to fully adopt, let say, the US culture? or Chinese culture? or which ever superpower that rules at that time? without retaining our heritage as a Malaysian?

if you cascade this logic down, it is not difficult to understand why people oppose to eliminate vernacular school.

talking bout vernacular schools, esp the chinese, serious contradictory rule is imposed upon all students, no dialects within school compound. On one hand, they fight hard to keep mandarin as a syllable, on the other hand, they are banning dialects...

frankly, i have problem communicating to my grandma who speaks only teochew. as a teochew myself, i got frustrated for not knowing teochew well. i live in klang and i speak little hokkien. i work in KL and my cantonese are quite off.

born as a Malaysian TeoChew Chinese, i'm rather speechless of myself.

i'm re-learning all the dialects btw.

i'm proud as a chinese. but i like malay's friendliness and indian's sporting-ness (such word exists?). is this stereotyping? well it can be put to good use isn't it?

back to the song, i like it when differences are celebrated, but unfortunately, such celebration remain as a song, an ad, a painting, an article. But at least, they are doing something. something that triggered me to go off topic.

ok ok, back to the header, my cim exam is here. still chillax-ing, just go in and bash it la.

超无聊

我是觉得自己超无聊。
很好。

说说最近，

有时候觉得不合则离是一种没有对错的决定。
因为，我已经练就超理性分析一切的本事。
认真想想应该是因为我很久没感性一下下。

对于刚认识的人，我已经会计较我的付出。
如果给了对方很多很多以后还没看见回报，对不起，我要收档了。
哦，好现实哦。

干嘛安慰我起来？哈哈，谢啦。
新的xanga profile pix很漂亮啊，比上一张好看多。

红线

欲望跟情感不可能分得太清楚，人一旦激烈爱上了，很自然就想占有对方。

这不是情感的变质，也无关对错。

最理智的人也会在爱情上犯错，在面临挚爱移情别恋的时候，肾上腺素暴冲破表，所有可能挽回爱情的愚蠢行动都可能列入选项。

- 刀大 "红线"


最近竟然梦见你的婚礼。

也许是潜意识要对这无可避免的未来为我做好心理准备。

会永远在你身边当个普通朋友，是我最虚伪的一句话。

我已经把自己很喜欢很喜欢的你供手让人。

我已经把自己很想要很想要的未来深深埋葬。

freedom weekend @ PD + Malacca

i went to mr. Tiesto event at Port Dickson this weekend.
for the RAVE.
hehe, in the eyes of seed, its just a beach party with cool DJ.
so, we were happily driving down south,
happily stucked in the jam for 2 hours,
happily checked into our room,
happily had our dinner and washed ourselves for the event,
then, happily realised that the tickets were in klang.

!

only three alphabets in my mind.

yes i think you got it too.

frantic calls were made.
mom found the tickets.
wendy said, can go pass to me in Subang?
mom agreed after executing her 999 hits supercombo.

safe.

so, here's a picture of us waiting for the tickets,
while checking out babes.



security checks was quite strict compare to the previous ones i went to.
they even body search everyone!

after everyone got in, we decided to take a tour and arrived at the Hip Hop R&B section.
it's quite decent, less crowd.



then we quickly joined mr. Tiesto when he came on stage.



how good was him? check out the sign. i heard more than 10,000 peoples were there.



party is about having fun and meeting people.
so say hi to cherlyn and her very girly peace sign.



and this guy (left) who is mei's friend



he he, later. going to have some fun shaking my ass.

then, the next day, we went further south to have chicken rice ball lunch.



and i finally took this picture which i wanted to since my first visit last year.



on monday, i read this headline in the Star, "Party gone wild"

Port Dickson residents are unhappy that their seaside town is being used for parties where the young are allowed to indulge in unhealthy activities.

oops. sorry folks. sorry for the jam. sorry for the noise, sorry for the fireworks. and sorry for booking all your available rooms.

mr. ravi said the event did more damage than to promote the place.

haha, imho, there's no other event that attracts as many singaporeans to PD.

but i must say sorry for the skimpy clothing. i seriously didn't know bikini is not allowed in our country's beach.

my otaku-ness

o.o my super otaku day

Saturday program agenda:
1. 12noon > morning *ehem* call
2. crunchyroll anime of the day: The tower of druaga episode 1-5
3. the ever inspiring boxer, nada, sky demo!
4. practice session: starcraft broodwar
5. bruncher at 8pm(breakfast + lunch + dinner)
6. saturday movie special> the forbidden kingdom
7. giddens super reading time.
8. 3am > end

how satisfying... oh shit~ my assignment.

无聊

没有人在的巴生，真的很无聊。
无聊到让人有一点点的窒息，
无聊到让人有一点点的伤心，
无聊到什么都不想做，
放下一切到处去与想念的人见面。

想多了，
明天一觉醒来，
继续工作。

may

without realising, its already may. to most of you who are sitting for exam soon, good luck. ah, almost forgot, it is to myself too. ha.

my friend said, we have dual characters in our life. as a working adult from monday to friday, and a student every weekend.

even though its crazy, i kinda enjoy it. i have short attention span, so shifting regularly in between is good for me. if you see my rpg, it is always mage-fighter class.

if i am a npc, im going to be a shapeshifter. maybe a vampire. yeah, since i like the night so much.

do you know that vampires are descendants of Judah? the one who betrayed Jesus. After his betrayal, he was denied entry to both heaven and hell. thus, he lives among humans as a vampire. since Judah betrayed Jesus for 12 pieces of silver coins, silver became the greatest curse to vampires.

i love silver above every other bling.

speaking of night, i got my ticket to tiesto party next week in PD *grin* time for some good dance.